Sammy, my pet lizard(S)

One of the biggest accomplishments of my service has definitely been training the lizards to stay out of my room. It took about a week for me to get accustommed to having random things crawl, jump and scamper across the walls, floors and windows but once I did...they actually became more like companions. A sign of life in my apartment other than just myself. Anyway, I was cool with cohabiting with them everywhere except my bedroom. I just felt a boundary needed to be set. Every once in awhile a newbie made its way back to my room but otherwise, I will say we developed a mutual understanding.

I can't say that I will miss these little guys, but it's been real.

Book Shelf

Final count, 31 books. Not too shabby, averaged about a book a month for 2 years. The funny thing is I feel like I have read soooo much during this time, which really just reflects how little I was actually reading for leisure before my service. I intend to keep it up...

1. The Healing Power of Psalms
2. Living in the Light (2nd time)
3. Me Talk Pretty One Day
4. Happiness is an Inside Job
5. The Mind of the Soul - Gary Zukav and Linda Francis
6. Sputnik Sweetheart
7. Skinny Bitch (2nd time)
8. Wherever You go There you Are- John Kabat-Zinn
9. Ishmael
10. The way of the Peaceful Warrior
11. If the Buddha Dated
12. Child of my Heart
13. The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire
14. The History of Love
15. All God's Children Need Traveling Shoes- Maya Angelou
16. The five love languages
17. I know why the Caged Bird sings- Maya Angelou
18. The Four Agreements (3rd time) - Don Miguel Ruiz
19. Poet of the Caribbean (musings of a global peacemaker)- Mama Lizzie
20. Making room for the Caribbean Family in the Church- Lionel Richards
21. Shadows of the Sacred- Frances Vaughan
22. Wouldn't Take Nothing For My Journey Now- Maya Angelou
23. The Giver- Lois Lowry
24. Finding Inner Courage- Mark Nepo
25. Naked- David Sedaris
26. **Women Who Run With the Wolves***- Clarissa Pinkola Estes, Ph.D. (A MUST read for women when their time comes. This book READ me!!!)
27. The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks- Rebecca Skloot
28. The Woman who Owned the Shadows - Paula Gunn Allen
29. Were Mommas Tears in Vain- Richard Byron Cox
30. A Woman's Worth- Marianne Williamson
31. The Count of Monte Cristo- Alexandre Dumas (personal accomplishment, longest fiction piece I have read to date, yeaaaa)

Peace Is...

Collective reflections on peace from Pieces of Peace 2012

Peace Is:

A world of togetherness where unity, cooperation and communication are one.

To be, to feel connected, by love, for love, with love. Not divided by race, needs or greed but only by distance by the seas between us yet we stay connected as one harmoniously. R.L.

Peace es Paz

Take the time to appreciate the moment in your life there you will find peace- Sean

First be truthful to thyself then peace unto the I

Because we are inherently selfish, peace represents our evolution from this state into the realization that we are all connected. In this realization, we are more conscious of our fellow man and his well being.

Peace is a place within a space in your mind, heart and soul. Peace is found in being still, knowing how small yet infinite it is to be divine. Peace is Bliss.

Serenity in the midst of chaos

Peace is Unity

When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace – jimi Hendrix

Peace is the absence of selfishness. Existing beyond the borders of our differences in harmony, in love.

Being ok , with self, finding comfort within, letting it be absorbed by everyone around spreading positive vibes and becoming one with self and the goodness in the environment.

Peace , love happiness and compassion . Is there a better place in the world, to start making the world a better place, than right here in SVG?

We need peace without equal rights and justice there will be no peace.

Peace is the recognition of the inherent worth of every living thing

Harmony with life, people and earth

 

heart

Beyond the walls of our mind, beyond the physical structures that bind, peace is the eternal force that keep a society together, binding, strengthening man, woman and child.

Wisdom, knowledge, understanding

Laughter

Unity, Harmony and love to bring about togetherness for all of man kind

Love beyond reason, freedom and joy

A still heart and open exchange among people

Togetherness, a bond, unity, and unbreakable cohesiveness among all walks of life. And effortless, uncontaminated, love. Simple and serene. This is peace.

Please. Encourage. All.Children.Everywhere

If we start with the children, teaching them about peace. I think the world would eventually be better. Peace means to me inner contentment. Love, kindness and faith.

Peace is the live in love. Peace is understanding. Peace is togetherness.

Peaceful.Enlightened.Artistic.Creative.Eternal

Create Peace within yourself to create peace in the world

                            

Trouble in Paradise...

I actually started this post a few months ago and have been debating on whether or not to post it. But what the heck, this is my blog  so here it is...

Why it bothers me anytime someone casually says "So how is paradise?" I know you loving Paradise? How you going to leave Paradise? I'd much rather be in Paradise than here!"... Is that so? Disclaimer, this is not directed towards any one person. It is honestly a response to months and months of tongue biting whenever this word has been thrown my way. Please note, this is only MY opinion from my personal experiences. There are other volunteers as well as Vincentians that do consider this Paradise, I speak for myself only .


 I guess we need a working definition of  the term Paradise : Paradise is a religious term for a place in which existence is positive, harmonious and timeless. It is conceptually a counter-image of the supposed miseries of human civilization, and in paradise there is only peace, prosperity, and happiness. Paradise is a place of contentment, but it is not necessarily a land of luxury and idleness. Paradise is often described as a "higher place", the holiest place, in contrast to Hell (Wikipedia)


or how about par·a·dise (Dictionary.com)

n.

3. A place of ideal beauty or loveliness.

4. A state of delight  

Prior to my service here I had no idea that Peace Corps served in the Eastern Caribbean. I was aware that island life was not all sunshine and pleasantries behind the scenes but I did not know the extent to which many of the smaller islands still struggle.

This excerpt was in my Peace Corps invitation packet :  "The Caribbean is often referred to as paradise and is a tourist destination for many. This may lead you to wonder why the Peace Corps has a program here. Looking beyond the lens of a tourist you will see that the islands of Eastern Caribbean are working in earnest to diversify their economies, develop necessary infrastructure and attend to pressing educational, health and social needs. "

 

The film Life and Debt by Stephanie Black also highlights some of these issues.  It examines the economic and social situation in Jamaica, and specifically the impact thereon of the International Monetary Fund and the World Bank's globalization policies. Its starting point is the essay A Small Place by Jamaica Kincaid. (Wikipedia)

Now don't get me wrong, there are many positives about island life in the Eastern Caribbean... rich in culture (music, food, language, art...), chill pace, powerful and resilient history, immense lush geographical beauty and amazing people full of life, laughter and potential. But to just throw a blanket over the other things and call it paradise because of  what  enchants  your eye...that is what gets to me.

It goes both ways, many of the islands sell  "Paradise" to others and profit off this image to a certain degree.

This post is NOT to take away from the inherent beauty of this land or the radiant lovingness that exudes from some of its people. Or from some of the very successful people doing big things here that choose to stay or from those just living life with no desire or want for anything other than their homeland. This place is a gem in many ways, Yes. I just feel we should be mindful of slapping pretty little labels such as "Paradise" over an entire region  in effort to avoid silencing the very real cries and very important issues that exist underneath what is appealing to the eye. Placing all the focus on the beautiful land while not acknowledging the conditions of the people seems counter intuitive to me.

I am sure my response also has something to do with the nature of my life here, being a volunteer, as if I am chilling on the beach everyday sipping pina coladas taking naps in hammocks. That is not the case. But I do see how I might have contributed to reinforcing that generalization, most of the pictures I take are of beautiful views stamped with a big ole cheesy grin. I get it. I guess I just choose not to post the pictures of the less desirable moments and sights for various reasons.

...again this is just my opinion which is merely a perception from my compact yet concentrated experience as a volunteer in the Eastern Caribbean. This post just skims this topic, I have had a few lengthy discussions  over the last few months related to this topic which have all resulted in some great points being raised on both sides.

 I am  open to hearing what others have to say on this so please feel free to share, especially if you your coming from a different perspective.

If you look closely at a tree you'll notice it's knots and dead branches, just like our bodies. What we learn is that beauty and imperfection go together wonderfully.- Matthew Fox